I PRAY

Father I'm trynna wait
I tried my best she went her way
Look no revenge I pray You give her faith
The courage to overcome the self hate
Had no idea she meant this much to me
Till it was too late
She told me things she said she told no one else
Naturally felt pretty special to herself
Didn't see her walls up she hid it well
It was under a month I know
But conversations got pretty deep
So I thought it was it time to get out my shell
(I miss the) little things
Those white flowers that kinda stink
Painful blisters on her feet
A thousand calorie Mac and Cheese
That sweet aroma through the breeze
Story time she'd fall asleep
That bright smile made me weak
She left a mark to say the least
Yeah day by day just want relief
Focus on Your peace
Lord I pray
She reads Your word to increase her faith
Lord I pray
You heal her heart alleviate the pain
I pray You give her a new start
That she's okay

I don't wanna miss you I don't wanna cry
Hate that I kissed you but that is a lie
With all that you've been through
I pray that you try
I pray that you try
To face all the pain you've locked up inside
I know that you're scared you don't have to hide
You don't have do it alone that is pride
Don't let the trauma define you let Christ

It's been 5 months since we met face to face
If I'm being honest
Yeah a lot things I would've changed
I wasn't perfect far from it
I meant what I said that wasn't fake
However, I've learned a lot
Saw the signs right in my face but I didn't listen
Make it work
Unequally yoked
Know the difference
We've both had trauma
Which made it worse cause I been through I understand it
All I wanted was to help you not feel abandoned
But it went much deeper I had insecurities I didn't manage
That I could be someone for you that I didn't have
But that someone could never be me
Or another man
But the Savior
Who loves you and knows you to your core
And brings healing from hurtful things that you've endured
And not just you but also those who have been ignored
Can find a love that gave His life for them to be reborn
I get it, what trust you had has been extinguished
But I promise that true healing is found in Jesus

I don't wanna miss you I don't wanna cry
Hate that I kissed you but that is a lie
With all that you've been through
I pray that you try
I pray that you try
To face all the pain you've locked up inside
I know that you're scared you don't have to hide
You don't have do it alone that is pride
Don't let the trauma define you let Christ



Credits
Writer(s): Peter Stewart Jupp, Mervyn Goldsworthy, Stephen Mark Overland, Jeremy Peter Nolan Davis, James Mitchell Kirkpatrick
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