Runnin' Outta Real Ones

I got that feeling that I shouldn't again
I must admit, it's my favorite sin
Make the phone call
This feeling, what's it called?

They tell me seeing is believing
Soon as I take this hit, I'll be leaving
Turns out I made the right choices after all

Because I've waited too damn long
The judge ain't told me right or wrong
And I was hoping that by yesterday I was gone
So I'll light the bridge and let it burn
A whole lot of life long lessons learned
I been running out of real ones and don't know which way to turn

I'll be dammed if I ain't done it again
Group of strangers and fake ass friends
Because I'm only wanted around for one thing
Yeah I've tried to find what it is I've been looking for
That's why I ran outside through the door that ain't home no more

Because I've waited too damn long
The judge ain't told me right or wrong
And I was hoping that by yesterday I was gone
So I'll light the bridge and let it burn
A whole lot of life long lessons learned
I been running out of real ones and don't know which way to turn

Stay away from me, I don't wanna see all of my ghosts coming back to me
I left it all where I want it to stay
Because I've waited too damn long
I don't even know why I wrote this song
Because voice comes to reason they all still think I'm wrong