Daydreamer

Here I go again
Leaving all necessary things behind
Battling convergence to seek out my mind
Painless, I suffered through lots of chaos

Against all odds, as my dream gets old

In this cruel world we live in, where gods won't hear my plea
My consciousness evoked as my mind went through distress
The amount of suffering won't pay things when it's due
My sanity is breaking as a hole made it through

Here it goes again

My will is my armament although I'm under torment
In this nothingness I believe
If sky's the limit, then why bother feeling trapped?
I stand tall near the edge (of) nothing but only carnage
In this emptiness I perceive

Come on, forget everything and bring it on
Surrender everything to gain nothing than satisfaction

I always believed everything occurred for a reason
Yet nothing would work despite all the things I've done
The world won't turn my way as I need to get myself up
Just like the way it used to be

No one would tell me the treacherous paths that lied before me
No one would even give me the right direction and decision to make
It was all up to me, fuckin' up to me

All my dreams I pursued, yet not much I've gained
As my thoughts intertwined, yet this much I've retained
Strangers tearing my soul, inside and out
As things went south, there's nothing else to depend on

Come on, come now, come once and for all
Despite all decisions and things said and done
Regret, regret, there's no time to regret
Nothing is absolute, and so here I come

Dive into the trenches of horror
Beneath the currents of life and terror
And for what it's worth
The light would be my savior

My will is my armament although I'm under torment
In this nothingness I believe
If sky's the limit, then why bother feeling trapped?
I stand tall near the edge (of) nothing but only carnage
In this emptiness I perceive