i really wish you had

Wish you had told me
That it was for temporary
I wouldn't have felt so sorry for myself
Wish you had given me warnings
To the breaking of my heart
(To the breaking of my heart)
I wouldn't have fallen apart
(I wouldn't have fallen apart)
On my knees

And I'm tired of waiting, tired of thinking
Cutting you off was the only decision
That's all I can do (yeah)
It's the best for us two (yeah)
Our convo has ended, wish we could stay friends
But it's hard to get rid of the stains we made
That's all I can do (yeah)
It's the best for us two
Wish you had, yeah, I wish you had

Called me by my name
Instead of calling me by yours
Wish you had looked the other way
Wish you'd never made a move on me
Wish you had treated me like a stranger
Had you fingers on someone else's figure
God knows how many times I've tried

These monologues are killing me
'Cause I know you wouldn't say half of the things I faked
It's like the more I reach out for you
The more I get put back in my place

And my flesh is turning blue
I laughed it off when they asked me
"Is it because of you?"
That's when I stayed silent thinking they kinda knew

But why should I even hide it anyway?
You deserve to be known as the one who ran away
Looking for deep burried treasures
Tossing the loose change down the river

Now tell me, did you make a wish?
When the pennies hit the surface
Did you think of my stupid kiss?
'Cause I don't wanna be alone
Oh, if missing you is wrong, then I wish you had
Yeah, I wish you had

Called me by my name
Instead of calling me by yours
Wish you had looked the other way
Wish you'd never made a move on me
Wish you had treated me like a stranger
Had you fingers on someone else's figure
God knows how many times I've tried

Yeah, I've tried, tried (to stop my feelings for you)
To be in my state of mind (how many times I've tried)
Yeah, I've tried
Yeah, I've tried, tried
(You know sadness doesn't look good on my pretty face)
Yeah, I've tried
Yeah, I've tried
Wish you had, yeah, I wish you had

I wish you had
I wish you had
I wish you had
Wish you had, yeah, I wish you had
I wish you had
I wish you had
I wish you had
Wish you had, yeah, I wish you had