My Family's Keeper

I really miss my brothers, I really love my brothers
I really love my mother, and my father
And my sister, and my fam
I really miss 'em all, and I really love em all, oh

See I'ma go and spit something, show just how I feel
And I keep seeing visions of seeing myself get killed
Now is it a dream, or is it really for real
'Cause I'm living for the fam, and that's a really big deal
And my body on the ground like quarterback with the kneel
I gotta keep on living to give my family a mill
And I'm trying to get my momma a house up on the hill
Then take care of my pops and all my dreams will be fulfilled
Uh, and my brother think that we don't care
Little do he know, that without him I would be nowhere
I love em all equal, so my brother don't you dare compare
Heart is weighed on my shoulder, but I'm too young, it ain't fair
Yeah, it ain't fair, I'm still young, but I still go there
And they don't care, but they do care
But I'm going through the motions
Hey, and then shout out to Raja, hooping on the court
Got your defenders in La La, Land
And know that I'm your biggest fan
I love you man, hey, and shout out to 50
My brother got a son man, this life is getting trippy
Remember we was little, we was listening to Nipsey
And now we grown up, man, this life is kind of tricky
Hey, Jordan, I hope you achieve your dreams
Unfortunately, you'll find out that life ain't really what it seems
But I love you bro, just know I got you if you need a thing
And apologies for all the times that I was either rude or mean
And just like Kayla Lynn, you know that I'm gon' sing
Speaking of her, you don't understand the joy your children bring
Hope that one day you settle down and you finally get a ring
But the way it's looking, it's looking like you gon' be a CP3

Yeah, got to have some crude humor
Just to keep a good vibe going, keep the song grooving
Keep your head up, and keep on moving
There's better days coming, and God gon' prove it
Hey, and that line was for Lenny, I know we barely talk, but the love I got is plenty
For you, for you
And I know that sometimes, this life gets real hard
And listen to me, don't let go of your heart
And don't go all in, and just keep on balling
And don't go all in, just keep balling

And I messed it up, and I messed it up, and I messed it up
And I messed it up, and I hope they don't rely, on a double cup
And I hope they don't deny, being out of luck
And I'm hoping they don't cry, cause their mind is stuck
And I'm hoping they don't lie, when they need a buck
Shout out to my moms and dad, they made who I am
Through all the manners, through all the yes sir's, and through all the yes ma'am's
And I really miss my brothers, and I really miss my fam
And I hope one day they hear this and y'all say "this is my jam"
I'm speaking from the heart, because I can
If life is a test, then I just failed the exam
I miss the old days, when the car would get crammed
And now it's just me, riding with my right hand

And I hope you understand where I come from
'Cause I don't know, where I want to go, I really don't know
And life ain't what, it used to be, so please
Just live it fearlessly
Just live your life, fearlessly