Finding Firsts

First dance on a Friday night
To Rocket man under dive bar lights
I didn't get your number
So I hit up your brother

To take you out for the first time
And I'll never forget those eyes
Just 19 years old
I would've sold my soul
For yours to be the last
Hand I ever hold

Right then and there I knew
When you know, you know
So how'd it go

To first night sleeping alone
In a house that don't feel like home
With a girl I used to know
Ain't it funny how life goes from

First time dress on the floor
To fuck you fights and slamming doors
From hours on the phone
To splitting what we own
And I can't help but smile through the hurt
'Cause after all this time
We're still finding firsts

The first time that you had doubts and you
Straight up went and kicked me out
But you came running back
The first time I should've learned that

You can't make up your mind
To save my heart or save your life
The queen of indecision
And loving with conditions

Now I'm first night sleeping alone
In a house that don't feel like home
With a girl I barely know
Ain't it funny how life goes from

First time dress on the floor
To fuck you fights and slamming doors
From hours on the phone
To splitting what we own
And I can't help but smile through the hurt
'Cause after all this time
We're still finding firsts

Still coming up with ways of finding firsts
Still finding ways to smile through the hurt
Yeah, through the hurt

Now I'm first night sleeping alone
In a house that don't feel like home
With a girl I barely know
Ain't it funny how life goes from

First time dress on the floor
To fuck you fights and slamming doors
From hours on the phone
To splitting what we own
And I can't help but smile through the hurt
'Cause after all this time
We're still finding firsts