didn't mean

(devil)
(guys stop her, please!)

Didn't mean to tell you off
Cause I know that's not okay
Didn't mean to show them off
But it ended up that way
Couldn't stand to hear him talk
So he spent a month away
Don't let it weigh down on you
Cause there's mistakes that we've all made

And now I never want to fucking see you again
I fucking lose it at the time that I wasted
I drown myself out in attempts to try and forget
My life is worse
I know I cannot replace it

So don't be mad when I move on
Cause I'm already gone
You don't know what you want, what you want

And even though it's wrong
I'm trying to be strong
I hope this wasn't the case all along

Didn't mean to tell you off
Cause I know that's not okay
Didn't mean to show them off
But it ended up that way
Couldn't stand to hear him talk
So he spent a month away
Don't let it weigh down on you
Cause there's mistakes that we've all made

(divine intervention)
Even though you're trying to
Could never make it up, so you
Wrap yourself in lies and cloth
While we both lie away and rot
Could never think to understand
How you think you won't love again
I'm just one girl, with just two hands
I can't hold on to (all we planned)
And even if I run away
Forgetting this is not okay
Cause if I ever had the chance
Repeat without a second glance
And I know you're hurt cause I am too
So even if you never knew
About all the thoughts that I endured
I'll always—

Didn't mean to tell you off
Cause I know that's not okay
Didn't mean to show them off
But it ended up that way
Couldn't stand to hear him talk
So he spent a month away
Don't let it weigh down on you
Cause there's mistakes that we've all made
That we've all made

And now I never want to fucking see you again
I fucking lose it at the time that I wasted
I drown myself out in attempts to try and forget
My life is worse
I know I cannot replace it