Cancer of the Soul
2016 was the year i lost myself
Trapped in a tunnel with no room to breathe
Can't find meaning in the things I loved
Swallowed by guilt, walls caving in
No one understands the struggle I'm in
Constant pain, fatigue, aches and pains
Time just passes by, sleepless again
I don't want company, I'll just be a burden
I want to be alone but I don't wanna be lonely
A weight on my chest that makes it hard to breathe
No joy left inside of me
All feels empty and meaningless
I feel like I'm worth nothing
My thoughts cycle back and forth
Always reverting back to nothingness
The fog feels like a cage without a key
I can't find any motivation in me
I can't enjoy life like everyone around
I feel like im alone in the mess thats my head
I can't find meaning in the things i loved
I can'teven get out of bed
Can'tfind energy to brush my teeth
Cancer of the soul
I can't seem to find rest
Sleepless
I don't want company
For i am just a burden
I want to be alone
But i dont wanna be lonely
All feels empty and meaningless
I don't know who i am anymore
Im drowning in a sea of darkness
Even though i know how to swim
Physically alive but emotionally dead
I lost myself, I'm tired
Means I'm in a permanent state of exhaustion and dread
Trapped in a tunnel with no room to breathe
Can't find meaning in the things I loved
Swallowed by guilt, walls caving in
No one understands the struggle I'm in
Constant pain, fatigue, aches and pains
Time just passes by, sleepless again
I don't want company, I'll just be a burden
I want to be alone but I don't wanna be lonely
A weight on my chest that makes it hard to breathe
No joy left inside of me
All feels empty and meaningless
I feel like I'm worth nothing
My thoughts cycle back and forth
Always reverting back to nothingness
The fog feels like a cage without a key
I can't find any motivation in me
I can't enjoy life like everyone around
I feel like im alone in the mess thats my head
I can't find meaning in the things i loved
I can'teven get out of bed
Can'tfind energy to brush my teeth
Cancer of the soul
I can't seem to find rest
Sleepless
I don't want company
For i am just a burden
I want to be alone
But i dont wanna be lonely
All feels empty and meaningless
I don't know who i am anymore
Im drowning in a sea of darkness
Even though i know how to swim
Physically alive but emotionally dead
I lost myself, I'm tired
Means I'm in a permanent state of exhaustion and dread
Credits
Writer(s): Matthias Schweinberger
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