My Own Worst Enemy 2

Can we forget about the contradiction
No way to kick me out the house
There aren't enough windows to fall out of
Not enough room to let me down
I can see from my bedroom
Where the light can pull through
Put the rest on my card
Then throw me on the clock and tell me what I have to do
Somebody tried to show the right way
I thought it was gonna be easy to see
Spending locations like currency
Never really quite occurred to me
What's bringing me down
To your house
To your part of town
Your ghost on re-runs
It's another great day to hold my head down
I'm scared to call you
I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do

I can't see, I can't see
My own face staring back at me
(The mirror's overwhelming)
I can't see, I can't see
My own shape running towards me
(There is no fight left in me)
I can't see, I can't see
My own shape running away
(Can't even meet for coffee)
I can see, I can see
The pale screen laughing right at me
I think it tries to tell me
There is no dream inside me

My vice is better than yours
It's a cushion I built myself
My back put into it
What's yours
Probably something dumb
I'll go first, I'm the worst
Living in a hypocrite
You used to calm me
And drive me around
Was it something I said in a hospital bed
Hanging out last week downtown
Was it something I did
When I was a kid
Still fun to be around
Taking pictures of all these days put down

I can't see, I can't see
My own face staring back at me
(The mirror's overwhelming)
I can't see, I can't see
My own shape running towards me
(There is no fight left in me)
I can't see, I can't see
My own shape running away
(Can't even meet for coffee)
I can see, I can see
The pale screen laughing right at me
I think it tries to tell me
Im watching too much TV