Anxiety

Don't wanna be incapable
Life been feeling so unbearable
The days replaying in my head
Am I hoping for a miracle?
Or something more attainable
That's only real when I dream in my bed?
I've been sleepless, feeling so helpless
Living as if work's what defines my worth
Wake up and stay up
Cry, but don't give up
'Cause how would we get there?
I've been broken way too many ways all year
Tired of the promises only ending in tears
My best friend Anxiety's been here from the start
Yeah everyday it's been playing it's part
Been playing it's part
Don't mean to be so critical
But reality's infeasible
And every victory's too short lived
Is the life I want too fictional?
Or could I make it livable?
Oh am I wasting the time I could've filled?
I'm undecided
Not one to confide with
I could help out, but I'm the one to doubt
Break down and stay down
But can't take a break now
Will I ever get there?
I've been broken way too many ways all year
Tired of the promises only ending in tears
My best friend Anxiety's been here from the start
Yeah everyday it's been playing it's part
Too long it's been the same
Don't know the day it came
Now it keeps me awake
I wish it'd keep away
Am I the one to blame?
Don't know if I could change
Oh could it change?
Am I the one to blame?
Don't know if I could ever change
Oh could it change?



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