Social Suicide

I find it really hard just to talk to you But it's okay, I love a challenge, that's why
I'm gon' fuck with you I know I tried to push you away, I think I
pushed you aside Now I see that I fucked up, I didn't think it would be this hard

Social suicide, I need you here right by my side
The things you say I really like, I might try to love just one more time
Social suicide, I need you here right by my side
The things you say I really like, I might try to love just one more time
I didn't mean to break it off, no, no, no, no, no, no, no not at all

I'm a different person on Adderall, if I don't take them then I'll be alarmed
Just tell me is it okay if I'm a zombie throughout the day
she told me I piqued her interest, but I, I feel malicious
I have issues with my pride, but I'd rather have that than sigh
A different side, I realize I have lost my own damn mind

Social suicide, I need you here right by my side
The things you say I really like, I might try to love just one more time
Social suicide, I need you here right by my side
The things you say I really like, I might try to love just one more time

I was paranoid, I'm sorry for not thinking of us
I was thinking of love and how I was fucking up
I was thinking about cutting off all my friends
Then I worry about all my future plans
Oh God, I'm in my head again
The crazy part is, it's just the first round, my head not done

Social suicide, I need you here right by my side
The things you say I really like, I might try to love just one more time
Social suicide, I need you here right by my side
The things you say I really like, I might try to love just one more time

I didn't mean to break it off, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, not at all
I'm a different person on Adderall, if I don't take him then I'll be alarmed
Just tell me is it okay if I'm a zombie throughout the day
She told me I piqued her interest, but I, I feel malicious



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Writer(s): Meli B
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