Couscous

Zone
You, this ain't high school
Me and my crew, we can slide through
Give it to you whenever you want
Put it wherever you want
Baby, it's yours
Anywhere, everywhere
Baby it's your world, ain't it?
Trust me, trust me
Baby it's your world, ain't it?
I can't feel shit, but I know I'm outta touch
Everything I did for you was out of love
Everything you did for me was out of lust
So it makes sense why it's so hard for you to trust me
Trust me, I get it I'm flawed
I did it, I'm wrong
I'm chilling, move on
Healing my chakras, after dealing with a con
But you just lost one, and that's a hill
I'm more than willing to die on
Like the saint Lauryn, with being late when she performs
I'll lay dormant, waiting for storms to pass
Secretly hoping they never do, cause I'm torn in half and in a hole
In our chapter book we reached the centerfold, and
There were pages torn, but we chose to play along
You were jealous and I felt it every time I'd play a song
You could hear the potential, I was merely a stencil
And you were drawn to version of me created for safety
Hastily's how fast shit changed, when you grew tired of my crassness
I had traumas that were passing for trashiness
Mistook your need for feeling seen for flashiness
How stupid could I be?
Asking if, you would really be down
When you had up and dashed again, for the second time
You came back we reconciled, but only to clash again
To keep it a K like a Dashian
You were an accident, and I cannot crash again
I got cash to flip, bags to get
I wanted to build like the Aztecs
Was fucking with you but I had to quit
Ate it up til' I was crapulent
I was sure, you were vacillant
You were slick but I'm Vaselined, at a vast extent
Crossing me was a drastic step
Smashing friends, at events capping big
Acting dense, like you forgot that Sa Surreal
I never knew you to pop them pills
But that's what happens when, you get with the wrong crowd
When you looking for shit in the wrong aisle
I had you putting your phone down
Wanted to get shown round your hometown
On your own now, a whole clown
I'm straight faced, no smile, no frown
Talking big blunts blown down
Keeping me and you from throwing down
Say the word and we can go a round
I was tryna feed a closed mouth, now I kinda need a whole pound
Higher than my flow count
Below ground, TVs no sound been keeping me company
Find yourself then come for me
You're the one for me, just not right now because
You're drawn to a version of me created for safety
Hastily's how fast shit changed, when you grew tired of my crassness
I had traumas that were passing for trashiness
Mistook your need for feeling seen for flashiness
How stupid could I be?
Asking if, you would really be down
When you had up and dashed again, for the second time
You came back we reconciled, but only to clash again
To keep it a K, like a Dashian
You were an accident, and I wanna crash again