First Love

Started on Sconex
Showing my age y'all remember that?
She was flirting real smooth with a nigga
Sent me a message so I sent it back

She was sayin everything nice
Made me feel good yeah everything right
Started off slow yeah everything light
Caught feelings fast now everything hype

We was chattin up every day I wanna see you yeah that's gonna be next
Had to go out of my way she live type deep she was from the BX
I ain't never take the train before but god damn I want that girl bad
Said take the 4 train to the concourse or take the 2 train right to 3rd Ave

Damn this wasn't even like me
I need to slow down don't know what I could find yet
But I already loved you
It's fucked up cause you wasn't even mine yet

I ain't never felt like this
Is my heart supposed to melt like this
Never seen my feelings gettin' dealt like this
Woulda never saw myself like this

But I'm in too deep now
Try to front on the surface but deep down
Now you all I dream about when I sleep now
Put my feet down gotta take a leap now

Just left you I already miss you
How sweet I'm gon need a tissue
She said we need to make this shit official
I'm single you single what's the issue

Did you know you was my first love
Yeah I bet you did
Girl you know you was my first love
From the BX

Did you know you was my first love
Yeah I bet you did
Girl you know you was my first love
From the BX

Did you know you was my first love
Yeah I bet you did
Girl you know you was my first love
From the BX

Did you know you was my first love
Yeah I bet you did
Girl you know you was my first love

LIKE SORRY I'M TAKEN
That's what I gotta tell hoes I guess
Yeah you can keep waiting
My heart is in the Melrose Projects

It's dangerous my cousin ain't like that
I told her it's cool but she tried to fight that
So I said fine I'ma stay home
But the next week you know I went right back

Ignorant I had to learn my lesson
Nothing ain't free had to earn my blessing

So it's just me just my own
Niggas punked me and took my phone

Bad luck like I could've been cursed
Brush it off cause I could've been worse

Had to think is it really worth this?
You goddamn right I just had my first kiss

I ain't care about nothin still a virgin
I ain't care about fuckin
I couldn't help myself I'm in love
Whatever happens I don't care cause I'm cuffin'

I'm so young so I don't understand yet
I'm so young no I wasn't a man yet

Goddamn I was such a little nigga
I wish I was just a little bigger

Did you know you was my first love
Yeah I bet you did
Girl you know you was my first love
From the BX

Did you know you was my first love
Yeah I bet you did
Girl you know you was my first love

Okay let me wrap it up now
Let me tell y'all how the book ends
One day I'm all on her page
She talking to one of her friends

This nigga asked her a question
Til this day she don't know what it meant to me
He asked her if they would ever have sex
And she told that nigga eventually

No lie shit cut up my heart
I'm lost like what does this mean
Had to read it twice like I'm not smart
She said it's just what it seems

She told me cause we not gon be together forever
How you gon say that girl I'm better with never

Fucked up and it doesn't make sense
I'm fucked up I ain't been the same since

Damn

Fucked up I ain't been the same since
Fucked up I ain't been the same since
Fucked up I ain't been the same since



Credits
Writer(s): Messiah Smith
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