Orange Wine

Thank God we've given up pretending what we are
Yeah, I caught myself believing things should be this hard
That if it's love, if it's love, yeah
But I should suffer, I should wanna tear out all my hair

I think I've had my fill of your weird games
But everything I touch seems to rhyme with your name
Baby, I know girls to you are all the same
And I'm not special, I'm just one of many who has walked away

Well, well, look who's calling me drunk off orange wine
I almost answer, then I stop
'Cause why should I feel pressure to reply?
I guess my mother told me I should try to be nicer all the time

I think I've had my fill of your weird games
And everything I hate seems to rhyme with your name
Baby, I know the girls to you are all the same
And I'm not special, I'm just one of many who has walked away

Oh, I hate to tell the truth so plainly
Oh, it's just how I've been feeling lately

I really hope you'll let me go
But I'll forgive you if you don't
I really hope you'll let me go (I know you won't)
I really hope you'll let me go
But I'll forgive you if you don't
I really hope you'll let me go
I really hope you'll let me go

Maybe I just feel too much (maybe)
But I know I've had enough (maybe)
Maybe I can't deal with stuff
Yeah, I'd rather be alone, I'd rather be alone
I'd rather be alone than chase your love

Maybe I just feel too much (ah, all of your weird games)
But I know I've had enough
You're wrong, I'm done (and don't come running when you're on your own)
Don't come back, I've already had enough

I've had all I need to of your weird games
And now I'm scrolling through my phone to find your name
Changing it to 'Orange Wine' and hitting save
'Cause I'm not special, I can't even drink it with you anyway!