The Pain That Kills You Too, Pt. 1

Come a little bit closer and whisper in my ear
What you never wanted anybody else to hear
And I really tried to focus, but now I drifted away again
For a moment I was clear, but you had gone

And I try to try harder
And I breathe underwater
Well, I know it was easier when we were nameless, but awake

I wish I could have followed when you ran away with me
Never felt so hollow, I never thought that this is me

So I try to try harder
And I breathe underwater
And I know you can feel it too
The meager hope will suck me dry

I never wanted to be the pain that kills you too
I never wanted you to feign we're in the queue
I never wanted to be your sole apology
I never wanted you to take control from me

If I would even bother, if I would even truly care
I could have chosen other ways
But I had nothing left to share

So I try to try harder
And I breathe underwater
I don't know if you feel it too
I don't think you ever knew

I never wanted to be the pain that kills you too
I never wanted you to feign we're in the queue
I never wanted to be your sole apology
I never wanted you to take control from me

I never wanted to be your sole apology
I never wanted you to take control from me