Self Love

Personally me I need to learn little about self love
Gave you my heart and I ain't even know who my self was
Capture this moment when it's gone I'm just gon reminisce
Salat to Allah can I get another wish
My days keep going shit keep getting worse
If there was a tumor in my heart then that shit would hurt
We had no food we had to make it work
There was a struggle we had to wait until we made the first
We had to wait until we
We telling lies to ya feeling knowing the truth hurt
This shit is chess the white pieces make the move first
Stuck up in poverty my homies died up in them streets
If it ain't major we ain't entertaining silly beef
Maybe I'm wrong rather I'm right nigga I'm just outta love
I seen my big homies get strung out on drugs
Now his kids tryna unwrap his hugs
Russian Roulette he just counting them slugs
Now he down bad and back on his setup
He just tryna o.d. just to get him some love
Yeah hurt just to get him some love

So don't you tell me that you love me
When I know that you don't
And don't you tell me you gonna be there
When I know that you won't
I rather stand up in the back instead of stand in the front
Don't use your tongue to disrespect unless you ready to thump
They tell the truth behind your back but then they lie to your face
Like you mentally going through it see you tryna escape
But it's hard cause something always getting stuck in the way
They rather beat you down instead of tryna put you in place

You playing two different sides so your position is safe
Like you don't think them niggas teaming up to get you in place
But you don't be thinking this way
Them niggas make you feel comfortable so you thinking you safe
By the way
Let's not forget you put them niggas in place
Them niggas didn't even thank you they just spit in yo face
And you be sinning away
When he ain't even your friend
That nigga always gon' snake and pretend
That nigga always gon' snake out his friends
For them dubs and his tens
And when it's time he ain't even gon' spin
Guaranteed on my mom he gon' tell what you did
He put no money on ya bond you gonna just do the bid
You gotta watch for the kid

Personally me I need to learn little about self love
Gave you my heart and I ain't even know who my self was
Capture this moment when it's gone I'm just gon' reminisce
Salat to Allah can I get another wish
My days keep going shit keep getting worse
If there was a tumor in my heart then that shit would hurt
We had no food we had to make it work
There was a struggle we had to wait until we made the first
We had to wait until we
Personally me I need a
Personally me I need a
Personally me I need a
Personally me I need
I need
I need (I need)
Ohhhhh
Oh nah ohhh
Ohhh ohhh
Oh nah ohhhh
I need
I need
I need
I need
Love