First of February

I almost can feel it inside
But it's another illusion
I really wanted to try it out
And, once again, I feel let down

I stayed awake until 4am
Imagining what we would look like
It seems like I'll be left
Wondering, now I don't think
I want it to work out
They all told me this was a mistake
Yet I wanted to
Give you a second chance
And don't call me again
When you want some skin

I was waiting for you, alone
In the train station
First of February freezing
Getting tons of sensations
Wonder if you got my three missed calls
And the bunch of messages I left on your phone
I was waiting for your text
To appear on my lock screen
How can I feel this way
For someone I've never seen
I don't think I trust a word you say
After all this time that you've got me inside your game

I almost believe that you wanted me
You would've fought for it
I was lingering in your finger tips
But butterflies fly away

I dreamt of you for a couple days
Even though we never met face to face
Good role the one you played
And your masquerade
Now I know I feel nothing but disgrace
The only thing I get's the experience
But sometimes I feel this was a waste o time
And don't reach me out
After what happened

'Cause I was waiting for you, alone
In the train station
First of February freezing
Getting tons of sensations
Wonder if you got my three missed calls
And the bunch of messages I left on your phone
I was waiting for your text
To appear on my lock screen
How can I feel this way
For someone I've never seen
I don't think I trust a word you say
After all this time that you've got me inside your game

For you, alone in the train station
Freezing, getting tons of sensations
Trust a word you say
After all this time that you've got me inside your game