Thoughts In My Head

Uh
Just let it breath a lil' bit
Let it breath
Go

I can't lie, i been gone for a minute
Tryna' get my head right, tryna' let go of the tension
And its just more i'm dealing with than bad ho's and pretty women
Tay never coming home, so at the crib? Ian chillin'
That's on me, i'm done with killing
Only way to make a billion
Only way that i succeed, if i let go poppin' ceilings
Only way that i achieve, if i let God handle healing
And for each and everybody, we done hit, fuck the witness
I'm the greatest
They don't want me living good, riding in the latest
They don't wanna' see a nigga win, they be hatin'
They don't wanna' see a nigga out, want me facin'—
—100 years
Can't pay my momma bills, can't wipe my daughter tears
I don't wipe my own tears
Lotta' times i swallow pills, i ain't into having feels
Take the good with the bad 'cause my life is what i made it
The deeper that i go, i still remember old fazes

Will it be beautiful?

(Will it be beautiful?)

Will i live to be musicial?

(Will i live to be musicial?)

Will they kill me 'fore i get a chance?

('Fore i get a chance?)

Will they kill me 'fore i get advance?

I wanna rap but i don't know the real reason
Guess it help me from the crash that i plan on seeing
Hella' thoughts in my head, losing all emotion
Right side of my brain saying "Bust him open"
Left side, knowing better, "This ain't want you wanting"
Then the devil in my way, "No, i ain't responding"
Keep God on my walk, couldn't go without him
Keep prayer in my life, wouldn't be without em'
Gotta a billion-dollar mind, how im here without em'?
Half a mill for my time, not too many cop em'
Coulda died with my dawg, can't believe they shot him
I can picture me a star like the sky got em'
A hunnid on a Benz, with a kit, make it two hunnid
Too many saying "10 x 10" so i'm 1000
Motivation at my worst: go and get money
Motivation at my best: go and spend money
We ain't cuttin back on spending, making mo' money
Do the dial in the cat, call it "sex money"
Want a nigga to react, get a check honey
You pull em down, it be loud, get a tech honey
Long way from the bending
Lonely road, i'll be willing
On my own, i'm fulfilling
Found a route so i'm chilling
Make my momma-daddy proud 'cause he made me what i'm giving
If it wasn't for his heart bout a nigga, i'll be
Missing

(Would i be outta there?)
(Would i be out there?)

Will it be beautiful?

(Will it be beautiful for me?)

Will i live to be musicial?

(Will i live to get a chance for this shit?)
(Will i live to get a chance for this shit?)

Will they kill me 'fore i get a chance?

(I done really had to go and drop a man for this shit)

Will they kill me 'fore i get advance?

(Planned for that jit)

We done killed for this shit
We done spent for this shit
Now i'm changing and shit
Now i'm getting to the bag, i ain't never bout a bitch
Now i'm getting to the bag, i ain't worried bout a bitch
I'm done with this shit
I'm done with this shit, uh
Done with this shit, uh
That lil nigga got some nerve in this shit



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