PRELUDE
My mind has a mind of its own
That loves to see my soul
Quiver and shake, at the choices I've made
All because I can't let go
I try to relax, try to think back
Happier times I will relapse
Dreams of a child I used to have, inside me
Mother told me growing up you worry all the time
I learned I can't help it if it's part of my design
I was never blessed with patience
I always want to be the greatest
Version of myself, for my health but I can't
Cause I
I
Overthink a lot when I try
Connecting all the dots in my life
Always stressing over nothing
Scared of repercussions
Hard for me to function
Like I'm dysfunctional, over emotional
Melodramatic, I can't help it it's a habit
Worried all the time, always in a panic
I have a problem with overreacting
Paranoid inside the matrix
I can't escape it
I'm so impatient
Just avoid me I can't change it
My heart is vacant
Forever jaded
Had to leave my hometown too many toxic people
Bloodthirsty souls I can see it like they see through
I'm only a teen when I feel like 26
My grandma preaching slow down you got so much left to live
Hopes too high always thinking bout the future
Twisted lies through the teeth of the abuser
Sacrificed everything only to lose her
Who am I thinking she could ever love me
Head racing, I'm moving high speed
Losing my sanity
So caught up in my dreams
Set me free
Set me free
That loves to see my soul
Quiver and shake, at the choices I've made
All because I can't let go
I try to relax, try to think back
Happier times I will relapse
Dreams of a child I used to have, inside me
Mother told me growing up you worry all the time
I learned I can't help it if it's part of my design
I was never blessed with patience
I always want to be the greatest
Version of myself, for my health but I can't
Cause I
I
Overthink a lot when I try
Connecting all the dots in my life
Always stressing over nothing
Scared of repercussions
Hard for me to function
Like I'm dysfunctional, over emotional
Melodramatic, I can't help it it's a habit
Worried all the time, always in a panic
I have a problem with overreacting
Paranoid inside the matrix
I can't escape it
I'm so impatient
Just avoid me I can't change it
My heart is vacant
Forever jaded
Had to leave my hometown too many toxic people
Bloodthirsty souls I can see it like they see through
I'm only a teen when I feel like 26
My grandma preaching slow down you got so much left to live
Hopes too high always thinking bout the future
Twisted lies through the teeth of the abuser
Sacrificed everything only to lose her
Who am I thinking she could ever love me
Head racing, I'm moving high speed
Losing my sanity
So caught up in my dreams
Set me free
Set me free
Credits
Writer(s): Jack Denicola
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