Just for a Second

Growing up
Growing apart
I don't think I can ever be fully rid of you
'Cause I am a mosaic
And you all built me
And I still remember your sister's name even if I don't want to

And there's so many things that I won't remember
Like the beautiful colour of the sky as I'm writing this
It's kind of grey, but kind of blue
Now this is like a diary entry

I didn't think that I would ever have other friends
Like the ones I had when I was ten
But only one of them remains
And I'm on my way to getting four more candles on my birthday cake
They say that that time is scary
But I think I'm feeling brave
But that's not like me

I can't forget my childhood friends
Like, I'll listen to the songs that they played me
And I'll scream the lyrics
Will you wait for me?

Growing up
They say it's tough
But maybe I can be brave
Just for a second
Because maybe the friends in four more candles time will be better