gratias tibi ago, domine

I am all alone, on an island in space
I pace, hurling through the void, there no is release
Sealed away, in a corner of my mind
I find, I was always asleep
Wake me up

(Hook)

So what am I missing?
Superposition, all of my problems are stacking
You left a vacuum when you took off
And left me behind in the backrooms
I'm not on prescription, self medicated
Call me to tell me you hate me
I'm going through so many changes
Deeper than gutters
My mind in the basement
My mom's been doing real bad too
Her brother OD'd in the bathroom
I'm watchin her break into pieces
Life isn't fair but ain't nobody ask you
What you believe in
Can't always bring you the peace that you seekin
'Less it be Jesus
Back on my knees again
I beg and I plead cause I need the end

(Hook)

Okay, alright
My father been stuck in a coma
I'm stuck with lung damage, pneumonia
We lost another Casanova
But still I be coolin' and smoking
I try to be like Naruto but
Life isn't an anime, I'm takin' damage
I carry this weight on my shoulders
I'm really dat nigga be hopeless
Broken, I sip while I'm slurrin a poem
Then i be gone before anyone knows it
I hope I don't lose my focus
What was I sayin before this?
Takin advantage and think i don't notice?
Pullin my petals
Livin a lie when I try to get better
Cap off the pillies and then I forget her

(Hook)