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Throw away all of my emotions
Never understand where I'm going
Somewhere a little more important
Ooo at least I'm hoping
I leave the tears on the face of every door I've opened
Can't tell you all the times that I've been certain
Ooo shit all those lonely nights I'm working
Can you tell me just one thing
Is this life really worth it

I packed up all my bags & watched my friends just fade away
We grew apart even going through all these rainy days
Gone through the motions doing all the things we cannot say
I miss them just so much & all the happiness that came

Weigh down on my brain
I hope you feel the same
Some things can not change
I always feel this pain
Weigh down on my brain
I hope you feel the same
Some things can not change
I always feel this pain

Throw away all of my emotions
Never understand where I'm going
Somewhere a little more important
Ooo at least I'm hoping
I leave the tears on the face of every door I've opened
Can't tell you all the times that I've been certain
Ooo shit all those lonely nights I'm working
Can you tell me just one thing
Is this life really worth it

Hey, I know it's been awhile
& I wasn't expecting you to answer
But I, I um
Just want you to know that I miss you
& still love you
Just as much as I always have
I wish things could've turned out differently between us
But I was never able to understand you on an emotional level
Because you never allowed it to happen
I want you to know that showing your emotions with people
Isn't always showing vulnerability
It's so necessary
Really wish you could see that
No matter what
I want you to know that I'll always be by your side
Rooting you on
But I can't help but feel sad about the situation between us
You were my best friend & my rock
I love you always Q