Imbtm

I need someone please help me
In this alone I am a lot
I weigh a ton I'll break your back
I'll keep me in to spare my friends
They don't deserve pain I would share
Can't handle the thoughts in my head
Why should anyone else have to
Wish I could pay someone to help

They don't know how and I'm left here
Crying hopeless and terrified
Of what I might do left alone
Please send me anyone else
Feel unwanted, waste of space
Unfortunately I've been broken
Unable to erase my scars
I'm embarrassed of what I see
Ashamed of who I had to become
I am falling backwards to hell
Can't let it go he fascinates me
It's not healthy

No one can help me now
Responsibility is mine
Calling for love
Calling for love
Calling for love
Calling for love

I'll never show anyone this
Too scared to be vulnerable
I will put on my mask and cry
Even though I feel worse after
What if someone tried to help
I'd only drag them down with me
Infect them with my disease
It wouldn't be fair
They don't deserve this keep it in for therapy
Don't know how to help me
Been carrying this so long
So what's one more week or two or three
I'll be okay I say, I hope
I'm not dependable I lie to myself
Wish I had a guide who hadn't abused me
Trapped me
Intrusive thoughts run my body
They criticize and pick apart
Who can give me the attention I'm yelling for
Begging for



Credits
Writer(s): Noe Leon
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