Sorry (feat. J. Milien)

Sorry I been buggin out
Sorry I been thuggin out
Sorry I been in and out
Sorry I been counting money
It's all I ever been about
Sorry I've been grinding, I got carried away
Like a rack inside a gym, I gotta carry the weight
I swear
It ain't easy being me, it's never been
I've been on the losing side, girl I never win
Nomad lifestyle, girl I'm never settling

I know you been hurting yeah
It's hurting me too
I'm tryna make it make it work for us
We're making it through
I'm sorry I changed on you
Sorry it came to this
I wasn't strong enough
Couldn't have saved you then

Her gram got niggas lurking but she's prettier in person
Tell it all through the music pray she don't analyze my versus
Apologize for what? this bitch is bugging out
Ner0 got the crown if I don't make it out
Don't bargain I don't politic
Lil Homie loading shells don't want no problems with
HIs big Homie gone he wanna body shit
These out-of-state plates we gone disguise this whip
They bring up random shit as if I give a fuck
Please adjust your pitch, You better change that up
That shit a make you cry, but it can't break you up
I'm riding with a Mac but I can't make this up
Can't express my love because you play too much
She know about my past she think I'm playing her
Depressed I roll the biggest blunt
Cup empty I'm a fill it up
You tell me to be strong, but i ain't strong enough
I swear I hate to sleep because these nightmares on some scary shit
Let that thing ring that's the only thing I'm marrying
Emotions on my sleeve and I hate wearing it
Ain't never heard of dad until that gun pop
Cut below my eyes mix my tears with these blood drops

I know you been hurting yeah
It's hurting me too
I'm tryna make it make it work for us
We're making through
I'm sorry I changed on you
Sorry it came to this
I wasn't strong enough
Couldn't have saved you then

Look
I done came a long way
I done went the wrong way
I done had them hard days
Had to learn the hard way
I done had them heartaches
Sleeping in the hallway
Wish me and my loved ones
Didn't have to part ways
Risen from them ashes
Living with a passion
Killing like assassins
I can never stop till I'm
Living in a mansion
Chilling in the Hamptons
Had to bring it back in
I remember back when
We ain't have nothing, had to take it
Had to get it from the pavement, Make a statement
Never had no placement
Never had no trophy
Never had no guidance from an og
Never had the luxury of feeling like I'm cozy
'Member I was sleeping in the cold, my feet were frozen
Now I'm never getting cold feet
This shit is so deep

I know you been hurting yeah
It's hurting me too
I'm tryna make it make it work for us
We're making it through
I'm sorry I changed on you
Sorry it came to this
I wasn't strong enough
Couldn't have saved you then