Inner Child's Thoughts

Isn't it just a bit too late
Isn't it just a bit too late
Isn't it just a bit too late
Yeah isn't it just a bit too late?

I should be sorry, mom, for all I did
But believe me, it wasn't an easy secret to keep
I revealed it to some friends
Throughout my teenage
I'm not lying when I'm saying that it fucked with my head
And I'm losing my rage
And I'm losing myself
I still wonder "is it me?"
You should have been there
To protect me
But you were busy obsessing with dad
I remember when i saved you
Twice from slitting your wrists
Does it really surprise you
That I cannot forget?
Don't you really understand
Any of what I have felt?
Even though you went through that same hell
Now I'm the one living with it
Isn't it too late
To want to fucking parent me?
And my dad
What to say about him?
He has just never been there
Had double face the whole time
He still
Isn't even fucking aware
He doesn't know
How to be a father yet

Isn't it just a bit too late
Isn't it just a bit too late
Isn't it just a bit too late
Yeah isn't it just a bit too late?



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Writer(s): Debora Canadè
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