Mentally OverFlooded

They trapping off of blood, money, and diamonds
I said I'd be there if you need me, it's perfect timing
To get exactly what you want, you put the time in
And I'm mentally overflooded i keep drowning (I'm tryna swim)

And i live in fear of what it cost
But it's all good I gotta boss up (ima be a man)
I had that shit in my possession, but i fucked up
You said you had me but you failed me, what the fuck bruh

I keep going down hill like a rolling stone
Needless to say I'm on my own and i been home alone
I need your help and I ain't got it i try holding strong
But by the time you come and help i won't be holding on

We talked about our feelings right over the phone
But I'm telling you that it's best we keep our distance
Cuz i can't give you what you want, or what you been wishing
From here on out I gotta make better decisions

Help me, i been feeling lost
I got the devil in my head, he give me evil thoughts
I think the worst but at my worse, no i can't think at all
We was supposed to go and eat together but you let me starve

And i been begging for some peace, but shit ain't never peaceful
I feel like we been opposites, and that's what makes us equal
So much pain I hold in my mind, this movie a theatre
I been tryna find myself tend to hurt other people

I'm starting to think how it would be if you wasn't around
Maybe I'd be a better man, or maybe in the ground
I thought I lost myself, but maybe it's just me I found
I just need trust and i been hoping you don't let me down

They been trapping off of blood, money, and diamonds
I said I'd be there if you need me, yea, it's perfect timing
To get exactly what you want, you just gotta put the time in
And I'm mentally overflooded, i just keep on drowning
(I keep on drowning, I'm tryna swim)