Disparity

Throw it all away
I put your love in my hands
Soldiers dying everyday
the people I call my friends
Fuckin' up his mental
Ain't Know he was taking Xan's
Lost my bro to drugs
Ain't this shi could kill my mans

Choosing all the sacrifices
That I make in my life
Shit that make you mad
Try bringing up the bad nights
I was losing all my hope
I'm think bout the last time
I was losing everything I'm putting in
Know that's right

It was hard to absorb
everything that you told me
spin around me with your lies
And think you really know me
Took a life to get this spot
You think you really chose me
Took a lot to get it right
But somehow never perfect
Think I'm never worth it
I think I'm really falling
Time is running out
It's like I'm losing all my options
Tommy really hold it down
I know he really watching
Anderson really had the backdoor
So I know he got it

Oh so you niggas think
That you really got me now
You think I'll let you take me
To the fucking ground
Always had the plan so
Tell me what is changing now
Always the one on top
So tell me who you taking out
Everything always changing and it go out
Everything was going right but it's not
Right now
They was changing on me
They was not the right crowd
Don't know if you for me
But I know who still here

You fuck my bitch
Nothin but smoke
That shit ain't comin' down
Free YSL i ain't no rat
But ima gun 'em down
I like them classy broads ion
Want no ghetto ho's around
We got da drop load up them
Drac's let off 100 rounds
I got yo lo better have yo
Blick when you outside checkin' the mail
No i ain't God but im close as fuck
I'll send that boy to hell
I know my momma need me
I cannot afford to go to jail
Member i was talking to brodie
all over the phone cuz he had to
sit in that cell
Don't know what to do
I'm talking to God they say
"He got all of the answers"
Well tell me big bro why heart
Keep on thumpin' and why
My momma still got cancer?
I got me a type, she gotta be
Thick as hell and she gotta be
A dance, ion know bout
Them zodiac signs but
I know damn well that I
Fuck with this Cancer
I just turned 19, I been out
The way runnin' up this
Cake why they dont like me?
They say what they gon do but
To they bitch them boys wont
Fight me that pussy boy just
Died them boys outside
They wanna indict me i
Already dropped my lo
You ain't come outside
Now you gotta come find me
Yea, I hope that nigga don't try to act stupid
Ride with my brudda I know he be ruthless
That my dawg gotta call that boy Rufus
Shots to ya brain tryna leave the boy clueless
Metal to his grill like he ask for a toothpick
If it's really smoke let me see you gon shoot shit
On God, That nigga a bitch, true shit

Boy you better stay out the way
Better stay in ya place
Better run up a bag
It feel so good
Just to walk in the mall
And get all the shit you aint had
I ain't want that bitch
I left her alone
Why she callin' my phone all mad?
I gave you a chance
I gave you my energy
Lil ho you better be glad
I want me a interview
Feel like the hardest
But nah i ain't
Talkin' to Vlad
I was broke as a bitch
I was down on my dick
So I had to get off my ass
I ran it up once then i lost it all
Gotta go and get it back fast
With the love of my life she said
I broke her heart got a young
Nigga feelin' real bad

It was hard to absorb everything that you told me
Spin around me with your lies and think you really know me
Took a life to get your spot
And think you really choose me
Took a lot to get it right
And somehow still not worthy
Somehow just not perfect
I'm Somehow never working
Lossing all my options
Might just go and call my doctor
Never cure my problems
Just give pills with a talker
Assist me at the bottom
Underground they say I'm a talking