HIDE

I can't ignore you
I think I bore you
Tell me you love me but mean it baby
Cause this shit is nothing without you and me

Live to 100
I guess that we'll see
I'm just so manic
Impulsive you see
Thinkin don't panic
Just breath
You can breathe
It's just anxiety and some ptsd
Start to feel numb and I think I should hide
Start to feel love and I just don't know why
I don't deserve it
I left you deserted
This hurt-in I earned it
So why be alive
It's what you do to me
This shit feel new to me
Is what you do to me
I wish there was two of me

I can't ignore you
I think I bore you
Tell me you love me
But mean it baby
Cause this shit is nothing
Without you and me
Live to 100
I guess that we'll see
I'm just so manic
Impulsive you see
Thinkin don't panic
Just breath you can breathe
It's just anxiety and some ptsd

I'ma leave
I'm a fuck it up soon
You'll see
I'm smoking weed
So all them text
Won't get through to me
Tired of this jealousy
I need me some amphetamines
Just to give me energy
Just to feel anything
When I don't feel anything
Sabotage myself
Really that's just one of many things
I know it really blow
That you know you can't save me
Forget all the Coke
In my nose like the 80s
Low type of low
You know I don't get you
I know what I know
Mad I can't forget you
Show after show
Hate to admit to that
I just can't go
Not till I get you

I can't ignore you
I think I bore you
Tell me you love me
But mean it baby
Cause this shit is nothing
Without you and me

Live to 100
I guess that we'll see
I'm just so manic
Impulsive you see
Thinkin don't panic
Just breath
You can breathe
It's just anxiety and some ptsd
Start to feel numb
And I think I should hide
Start to feel love
And I just don't know why
I don't deserve it
I left you deserted
This hurtin I earned it
So why be alive
It's what you do to me
This shit feel new to me
It's what you do to me
I wish there was two of me

And I know I'll hold you down
Won't switch up
When no one's around
Pick us both up
When we feel down
Show you that I'm worth it now
I think that this soda to sweet-
So why don't you pour more for me
I just need to go and get clean
Before I go and OD
Oh no, not another nosebleed
I got blood stains on my sleeve
Believe me tricks up my sleeves
Disbelief oh no I'll leave
You thought that I was the one
So sad when I was gone
Everything we had just turned to none
Ignore me every chance
I guess we're done

I can't ignore you
I think I bore you
Tell me you love me but mean it baby
Cause this shit is nothing
Without you and me
Live to 100
I guess that we'll see
I'm just so manic
Impulsive you see
Thinkin don't panic
Just breath you can breathe
It's just anxiety and some ptsd
Start to feel numb
And I think I should hide
Start to feel love
And I just don't know why
I don't deserve it
I left you deserted
This hurtin I earned it
So why be alive