Sorrow Drives You Away from Your Friends

Sorrow drives you away from your friends
Fuck fake friends, I don't need them
The ones who lie to your face
The ones who don't reply to your texts

And bad thoughts they always drive
Me right back to you
I want you to see me for what I am
'Cause when I say I'm in pain, God knows I am

You need to listen to me when I talk
You need to ask me things for me to talk
If you all did care a minimum
You'll know why when I'm with you I'm havin' no fun

I have a deep feeling of hate
I hate all of you for not caring
For only seeing my day-to-day routine
And thinking it's the only thing I mean

But this ain't me not at all
I'm more than a bus ride in the morning
Another face in a building
And a bus ride in the evening

You would know that if you asked
He did, and now I'm trapped
I've been answering questions to myself in the dark
Things that no one ever cared to ask

And when they don't hear me I see
His face smiling smugly
Sayin' I listened to you every time
But now I'm gone and you ain't feelin' fine

I guess the world decided not
To surprise me ever again
And that I'm not good enough for people
To stick around or to wanna see me again

I'm tired of your old faces
Your lame Halloween parties
Acting like you have good stories
I gotta say, y'all ain't my buddies

Y'all ain't my buddies
You're nobody to me