Love is Lethal

Before you crossed me, I already seen it
My bruddas the ones that was scheming
Said they loved me, they ain't mean it
This envy and hate I'm receiving
My love is starting to weaken
I gave her my heart, let her keep it
She promised me she wasn't leaving
We both cheated, guess we even
Gotta get to this bag, it's no time for sleeping
Water on me, this the deep end
These niggas switch up for no reason
My heart failing, I ain't breathing
My cup dirty, had to clean it
Exotic my lungs, I been wheezing
Drugs in my system, I need it
This planet, I wish I could leave it

My pocket full of dead friends
He 'round them lions, he stuck in the den
A puddle of drip I just stepped in
Look at my wrist, it shine bright like Ben 10
I get done wrong again and again
But I can't take no L's I wanna win
I remember days they ain't let me in
He must have some ink 'cause he stuck in the pen

I'm just gone stay to myself
'Cause I get judged when I ask for help, yeah
I failed my test, got an F
My heart cold, I'm hoping it melt
You thought you was right when you left, yeah
You was all I had left
I loved you like nobody else
She a dime, shout out Roosevelt
Where were you when I needed your help
I'm stacking this paper all by myself, yeah
Can't explain the pain I felt
When they told me my cousin soul had left
My brudda got that tech, but he ain't no ref
My diamonds looking like they crystal meth
Any type of designer my belt
Making my money work for me like an elf, yeah

Don't hit my line, if you not my slime, you wasting your time, yeah
I been on my grind, I can't get behind, had to speed up the time, woah
Got so much on my mind, all of the time, like I snorted a line, yeah
She know she a dime, wish that she could be mine, until then I'll take nine, yeah

I been taking a beating, my heart is weeping, my soul steady grieving, yeah
Why are they leeching, I must be leaking, they are blood seeking
I serve the streets like a deacon
A lot of nights I won't eating, popping pills I was geeking, yeah
Pack in my pocket I'm reeking
And I got that flame on me lately I been heating, yeah

I am 100, so please tell me, how am I gone change, yeah
I'm chasing money, it's all different colors like a board game
When is it gone be sunny, my heart cold, so I got ice in my veins
I'm going dummy, if you ain't with me then stay out my lane, yeah
They moving funny
Plenty niggas switched up for the money
That fake love make me sick to my stomach
I got this race, you know that I'ma run it
I'm chasing a bag, gotta keep it coming
Will I ever get tired of thumbing
My heart holding pain, hoping I can numb it
No more feelings, I think I'm a mummy

I gotta go out and get it, yeah
It's survival of the fittest, yeah
They all switched up in a minute
That shit turned me into a menace, yeah
I remember I was timid, yeah
And never stayed on my pivot
It's hard to get out once you in it
That's why you never start what you can't finish, yeah

I gotta do better, no matter the weather
I ain't know pain 'til I met her, she is the devil
You cannot get to my level
I'm popping shit like kettle
My wrist getting wetter and wetter
Chain on my neck, no this ain't no medal