Are We Having Fun Yet?

So are we having fun yet
Tell me are you upset
And when does going after what you wanted become worth it
Something like that

So what's the point
If there's no part of this that I enjoy
I'm starting to doubt
That you even mean well
When you cop out
And think I can't tell

So close to
Where I wanted to be
Sabotage
I do that in my sleep

Soon you'll see
I'm taking you all down with me
Come with me

So are we having fun yet
Tell me are you upset
And when does going after what you wanted become worth it

'Cause I'm fuckin' exhausted
Pretty sure I've lost it
And when I look into the mirror I see an imposter

They say
too much
Of a good thing
Is a bad thing
Well I think

That's bullshit
Tell me
To feel guilty
For existing

You say that
I'm the villain in your story but
I think I made your life less boring
Tears pouring down
Maybe they'll drown it out

No matter
How bad it seems
You'll always
Fall asleep

So are we having fun yet
Tell me are you upset
And when does going after what you wanted become worth it

'Cause I'm fuckin' exhausted
Pretty sure I've lost it
And when I look into the mirror I see an imposter

They say that time heals
But it just feels different
And I'm still in pain
I'm not the same
Pieces remain
But still I try to explain

Why we're not having fun yet
Why are we so upset
And when does going after what you wanted become worth it

'Cause I'm fuckin' exhausted
Pretty sure I've lost it
And when I look into the mirror
I try to see a way to be her
But when I look into the mirror
I see an imposter