Grow Older

I could've lied
They could've lied
They could have tried
Cause I'm afraid

Welcome to the true world
Nobody got your back
Try to act like a man
But you don't know how to react
Life is getting fast
It sure feels like you running on track
Cause in the past
Months ago I had to unpack
All the fears that I had
All the tears that I scratched
Off my face cause in phase
Nobody gon give you a pat
On the back
And tell you that it's fine to be over
Fuck all of that kid shit
It's time to grow older

And so that's what I did
Look for a job on Indeed
Also on Linked but I couldn't even get in
Don't even know how to apply
My resumes thrown in the bin
At least I already got a wife
But my life feels like a sin
Pops told me you're the one
Better yet do what you want
Better yet do what you love
So I found a good one
Made a better curriculum
Sent it over now it's done
Got a call, I'm feeling numb
Got the interview on Mon

And now I can't run
Everything has just begun
Listen
I could've

I could've lied bout feelings we don't discuss them
They could've lied bout things we don't trust them
They could have tried
To not put me in the light
And tell me that I match the cri(teria)
Cause I'm afraid of the outcome
I could've lied bout feelings we don't discuss them
They could've lied bout things we don't trust them
They could have tried
To not put me in the light
And tell me that I match the cri(teria)
Cause I'm afraid of the outcome

Living in the past I won't see the future
The grip that I had on the memories is feeling looser
Sorry for the things I lack
Sorry for the things I rap
I don't want no misconceptions for the things I write on tracks
I don't want to feel the pressure to put my country on the map
You don't want to feel the passion in my voice when I rap
You don't wanna feel that
Write some things down before I fucking blow past

Respectfully
In the Benz but it's from the family
Rolling blunts it's not who I want to be
It's not who I want to be
Lethal don't need Company
They could never be like me
Respectfully
It's not who I want to be
They could never be like me
They could never be like me

They could never be like me
Creating all these tracks
Writing all the messages
Creating is in my badge
Creating is in my past
I'll do this until I'm dead
I don't do it for the cash
Express my feelings on the tracks
But to sum it up I bagged
An interview to test
If I'm able to last
A few weeks on track
The flow is so wet
What feeling is that
I'm not in my bag
It's my first job
I can't slack

I could've lied bout feelings we don't discuss them
They could've lied bout things we don't trust them
They could have tried
To not put me in the light
And tell me that I match the cri(teria)
Cause I'm afraid of the outcome
I could've lied bout feelings we don't discuss them
They could've lied bout things we don't trust them
They could have tried
To not put me in the light
And tell me that I match the cri(teria)
Cause I'm afraid of the outcome