Cold Wave

I know you want me to break
Chest tight my heart is pounding
I'm overcome with your hate
Into the darkness drowning
I wanna feel so alive
But when I open my eyes
I know I can't see the light
Cause I'm so dead inside

I hate how my life has changed
Been looking for a way that I could start again
Trying to find a peace that I can not obtain
I wanna take my own life just to stop the pain
My hope runs dry
I've numbered my days
Could somebody please
Take this knife from my vein
I fight with the monsters inside of my brain
I've been trying to push back but

It feels like a cold wave
When I'm barely awake
Infecting me with all that you are
It hits me like a freight train
I'm standing right in the way
Your world has left me holding these scars

My body's lying awake
I feel the fire burning
Alone and wanting to break
The silence is unnerving
I wanna feel so alive
But when I open my eyes
I know I can't see the light
Cause I'm so dead inside

I hate what my life became
No matter what I do it always stays the same
Trying to make good whatever days remain
But if I take my own life I can stop the pain
I can't go on
All hope is decayed
I fight for my life on the edge of the blade
I need to be saved from the voice in my brain
I've been trying to push back but

It feels like a cold wave
When I'm barely awake
Infecting me with all that you are
It hits me like a freight train
I'm standing right in the way
Your world has left me holding these scars

It feels like a cold wave
When I'm barely awake
Infecting me with all that you are
It hits me like a freight train
I'm standing right in the way
Your world has left me holding these scars

It feels like a cold wave
I see things getting darker
They're getting darker
It feels like a cold wave
I see things getting darker like the skies around me



Credits
Writer(s): Matthew Smith
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