Muscle Memory

I think I cut my tooth
And bit your nails blue
I think I told a story
Wrapped it up in you
My memories are shifting
They take up different space
I hold the bits together
Try to glue them into place

I lost my muscle memory
I'm swimming through my arteries
I won't get back to what I know
So I'm just tryna take it as it goes

I'm just tryna take it as it goes

I'm just tryna take it as it goes

I'm just tryna take it as it goes

They took me to a room
And split my brain in two
They tore it into pieces
And stole the taste of you
I woke up in a crater
The blood was on my tongue
I searched the air for shadows
And I dragged them through my lungs

Can you hear me through my fog?

I don't wanna wait this long

It's a different kind of gone
Staring into your own eyes
When the bruises underneath them
Start to wobble in their size
Keep on wiping down the mirror
Still it's not me really there
Start collecting all my wits
Through the whispers and the stares
Couldn't feel them twist my arm
Or the tremble of my toes
I collapsed into the softness
Had to let my body slow
You can't take away my head
Was the only thing I cried
And my lips split up and spread
While my imagination sighed

So I'm just tryna take it as it goes

I lost my muscle memory
I'm swimming through my arteries
I won't get back to what I know
So I'm just tryna to take it as it goes

I'm just tryna take it as it goes

I'm just tryna take it as it goes