Excuses

Fuck!
It seems that I'm the toxic one
I need change but I can't
Because of "reasons" son
(Fucking excuses)
Well I don't wanna get shit done
I wanna lay back
Fester in my hate and run away
I don't wanna be saved

It's all excuses
To hide the way I feel fucking feel useless
And I don't wanna hear it if you're gonna accuse us

Ah! So fruitless
You'll never make the point if I'm clueless
And I don't wanna hear about your fucking astuteness

Yeah I'm quitting
And I'm never coming back
Fucking facts
Too hard to make it when I won't react

Fuck these stacks
And yeah I know I should be chasing paper
But no one seems to pay me
And I ain't doing favors

Ugh! You keep on promising
Promising you're dishonoring
Incapable of honesty
Your competence fallacy

Ugh! Twisting my trust so you can use it for gain
But I'm not listening
Not again, too late
Now I'm gone

I see the pattern repeating
It's still the same
Now I don't expect results
When you say that you're gonna change

I see the pattern repeating
It's still the same
Now I don't expect results
When you say that you're gonna change

And yeah I hear you
But I don't like the words that you're saying
Every reason's kinda valid when I feel like complaining

And yeah it's toxic
But who ain't when they're stuck in their heads
You know that I don't wanna die but still I wish I was dead

Yo fuck a build up
Because you know the bullshits coming
My reasons shit and explanations numbing

Cause when it gets tough
You know that I'm the first one running
Man fuck this pain and feelings I'm avoiding

Yeah I'm quitting
And I'm never coming back
Fucking facts
Too hard to make it if I won't react

Fuck these stacks
And yeah I know I should be chasing paper
But no one seems to pay me
And I ain't doing favors

Ugh!
You keep on promising
Promising you're dishonoring
Incapable of honesty
Your competence fallacy

Ugh!
Twisting my trust so you can use it for gain
But I'm not listening
Not again, too late
Now I'm gone

I see the pattern repeating
It's still the same
Now I don't expect results
When you say that you're gonna change
(Gonna change)

I see the pattern repeating
It's still the same
Now I don't expect results
When you say that you're gonna change
(Gonna change)

I see the pattern repeating
It's still the same
Now I don't expect results
When you say that you're gonna change
(Gonna change)

I see the pattern repeating
It's still the same
Now I don't expect results
When you say that you're gonna change

Ugh! Shut the fuck up
You're a nuisance
Take your two cents
Shove that coin up your ass
I won't use it

You won't do shit
Imma prove it
Fuck your advice
It don't help when the pressure's your bullshit

Uuuuuuuuuuugh!
I can't fucking problem-solve that shit for you
I've got enough fucking problems you can start with you

Now take a step back 'fore you trip in my lane
I'm not paid to give a fuck
but you're still stop burdening me

You dumb motherfucker
don't you think I would know?
Step off and take your bullshit advice with you

I'm not hung up on things
They fall through
But you cannot use me the way you want to

I see the pattern repeating
It's still the same
Now I don't expect results
When you say that you're gonna change
(Gonna change)

I see the pattern repeating
It's still the same
Now I don't expect results
When you say that you're gonna change
(Gonna change)

I see the pattern repeating
It's still the same
Now I don't expect results
When you say that you're gonna change
(Gonna change)

I see the pattern repeating
It's still the same
Now I don't expect results
When you say that you're gonna change
Ugh!