Who've I Become

It don't matter how you start it jus matter how you finish
I jus wanna hear yo words but all behind em you got sentenced
If we talking bout who standing on dat business then it's you
Everybody get to say they the realist but it's a few
I got left wit out no rope but I'm still hanging on
You can love em all you want, they'll still do you wrong
Got me lookin at myself in the Mirror,who I become
Will I Face what I got goin or I keep on tryna run

You don't even know the half of it
I'm constantly gettin no sleep and you think the problem is that it's a bad mattress
Can't even wrap my head around got my head pounding
I guard my life inside dat water yet I'm still drowning (why)
I opened up I even gave a chance inside
You keep it up I gotta leave you where it's dry
A noble man but don't act like I ain't the prize
I tell you once, you tell me twice, I guess i'm pretty odd
I told some lies when Im knowin that I shouldn't have
Even did wrong to folks I love knowing I shouldn't have
You pose to b with through all the good & all the bad
Don't keep comparing me cause I ain't nothing like you had

It don't matter how you start it jus matter how you finish
I jus wanna hear yo words but all behind em you got sentenced
If we talking bout who standing on dat business then it's you
Everybody get to say they the realist but it's a few
I got left wit out no rope but I'm still hanging on
You can love em all you want, they'll still do you wrong
Got me lookin at myself in the Mirror,who I become
Will I Face what I got goin or I keep on tryna run

As fast as they come,the quicker they go
I act like I'm unfazed but I know it, it's killin me love
Im tryna do my best to keep goin, I gotta be strong
You look me in my eyes when im talkin you feelin it all
Life done got way too real like way to quick
I'm tryna fill the hole I digged I can't go back
I don't wanna lose myself, I'm all I got
I tried to give my heart away and they all walked out
I don't do nothing but show you love
How you feel right crossing me & you knowin it's outta love
All these scars that I got that & that money still ain't enough
Wish I can call back, I'm doin whatever to hear a word
Wish I ain't fall back, knowing we ended up on them terms
What I should call that? You left me all lonely up in this world
I get all sad tryna reverse it and it don't work
Am I all bad? I jus been praying that I can learn

It don't matter how you start it jus matter how you finish
I jus wanna hear yo words but all behind em you got sentenced
If we talking bout who standing on dat business then it's you
Everybody get to say they the realist but it's a few
I got left wit out no rope but I'm still hanging on
You can love em all you want, they'll still do you wrong
Got me lookin at myself in the Mirror,who I become
Will I Face what I got goin or I keep on tryna run



Credits
Writer(s): Shawntrell Neasman
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