Wounded & Weak

Indifferent
Blood, sweat, and guts, we won't mend
We all lost what we were meant to defend
I dig through all my three layers of skin
To find that the surface to death has been thin
Should've taken the gallows after turning eighteen
To avoid all the horrors now never unseen
A noose was my window out of all former pain
It's gone, and my soul is now a lifeless remain
I don't want to gain more knowledge of life
After one thing I strive
To man up
And end my life
I summon my inner strength
To burn myself alive
Learned nothing but there's a burden to carry
Been stricken too much
A child's helpless cries get lost in the dark
He will know for life he was doomed from the start
Doomed to lie
Wounded and weak
Only a few years until agony's peak
I climb up the chair
The rope's now my god
No begging or fighting does that seem much odd
The only relief I can think of
Is a hole in the ground
The only place where my everlasting hope can be found
I take the fall
The rope will break my neck
My soul and body one
A hopeless shallow wreck
I used to die for love just to learn that it was never worth dying for
You used to offer help, just you know it was
Never worth kicking down my door
I summon my inner strength
To burn myself alive
I used to die for love just I learn that it was never worth dying for
You used to offer help, just you know it was
Never worth kicking down my door