2 Years

Can't believe it's been that long
I've lost contact with you
Although I'm nearer, you're still so far
I have your mum on Facebook
Since we started talking again earlier this year
But I'm scared to reach out
Cause I'm guilty too for all our bumps in the road
You said you'd be fine yet I still tried to help out
Don't wanna come across as the 'crazy ex'
Even if you assured me that I shouldn't feel bad

These last 2 years, we could've had it all
But instead we quickly let it fall
Wondering what could have been
Don't even know where to begin

When we were in talks of getting back together
You said you wanted to collab
Although nearly all of the songs I had written are about you
One even saying your name

These last 2 years, we could've had it all
But instead we quickly let it fall
Wondering what could have been
Don't even know where to begin
Like nights at yours watching all the movies
We'd constantly suggest to one another
Or how you wanted to take me up that hill
Where we could've watched those fireworks

To the stuff we planned on video call
That never even happened at all
Tell me I deserve better
But you know I don't want no one else
I don't even know why I do
The things that I do
God, I feel so guilty and bad
Why did I do it?

These last 2 years, we could've had it all
But instead we quickly let it fall
Wondering what could have been
Don't even know where to begin

2 years, we could've had it all
But instead we quickly let it fall
Understand I messed up too
And it makes me feel real horrible
2 years, we could've had it all
But instead we quickly let it fall
I understand that you need your space
But worry if it's too late?
2 years, we could've had it all
But instead we quickly let it fall
Understand I messed up too
And it makes me feel real horrible
2 years, we could've had it all
But instead we quickly let it fall
I understand that you need your space
But worry if it's too late?



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