Do I?

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Sometimes I violently want to kill myself
Sometimes I wanna do it elegantly
String up a rope, take it down from my shelf
And make it picturesque like in a magazine
Ceiling fan's too low and won't take my weight?
That's a bit late to be telling me
Sometimes I think about therapy
Sure
Sometimes I think about ketamine
Yeah
That doesn't mean that I'd try either again
Doesn't seem to solve what's upsetting me
It's like when you wanna go home, bad time at the party
I know you're supposed to wait more,
People say it's just starting
But do I wanna investigate the chance of more heartache?
Re-open the wound, with so many scars on it?
Do I wanna be at the mercy of amphetamines?
Do I wanna be at war with my family?
Do I wanna keep going,
Is this real or a dream?
I've been asleep at the wheel,
Now it's a nightmare it seems
Do I?
Do I wanna know?
Do I wanna stay?
Do I wanna go?
Do I? Do I?
Do I wanna know?
Do I wanna stay?
Do I wanna go?
One
Two
Three, and
I feel the clutches of the Reaper supreme
It's oddly comforting and I don't wanna scream
Let it hold me let nobody intervene
Please take my soul and put it somewhere clean
Never been too good at showing what I mean
This can't go on longer now it's kind of obscene
My spirit breaks on time like it's a daily routine
Drop the curtains, cut the act; end scene

Buha band kar le gal karni tere naal main kalle
Pehla ta kursi chhadd, zameen te aaja thalle
Enj banda ni kam, sir nu kar dimaag de valle
O banda ni hum, gal paa lae apne palle
Enj ghatda ni gham, honsla rakhi tu, chal
Jo malda marham, unnu ikk din milda phal
Ajj nahi te kal, ikk din milda phal
Fikar na kari tu kitthe nahi jaana
Fakhr kari banaade tu gaana
Zikar kari banaade bahaana
Pakad dari, bichha de zamaana
Itna bhi gawaara
Teri ve ghadi, tera zamaana
Kismat ve khadi, suna de fasaana
Samundar ae tari, jeevan da farmana
Aa lae tu chhadhi, turde jaana
Tu turde jaana
Do I?
Do I wanna know?
Do I wanna stay?
Or do I wanna go?
Do I? Do I wanna know?
Do I wanna stay?
Or do I wanna...?