All Hard Feelings

Say I'm fine but I'm not doing well
Perpetually overwhelmed
Every cruel thing they ever said
Living rent free in my head
Building up my emotional debt

I'm the wound, I'm the salt
And it's probably my fault
That I fall too hard
And I show 'em my cards
Only play their hand
When they know I'm all in
Then I line on up and do it all again

I'm going under
Singing "I'm over it"
Fight for the closure
But maybe it don't exist
I love but I don't let go
Every paper cut's down to the bone
Time doesn't ease my mind
Cos I'm all hard feelings

Lost my mind trying to understand yours
Even though I knew what I was in for
I can't remember what I did last week
But I can still hear your burnt CD
Hell, it's just another thing on repeat

I'm a mess, I'm a fraud
Give you everything I got
Only see what you want
And what you want is a blonde
So I'll put you in my pocket
And I'll carry you around
With every fucker who ever let me down

I'm going under
Singing "I'm over it"
Fight for the closure
But maybe it don't exist
I love but I don't let go
Every paper cut's down to the bone
Time doesn't ease my mind
Cos I'm all hard feelings

I'm going under
Singing "I'm over it"

Fight for the closure
But maybe it don't exist
I love but I don't let go
Every paper cut's down to the bone
Time doesn't ease my mind
Cos I'm all hard feelings
All hard feelings

Say I'm fine but I'm not doing well