Forever

I ain't scared of getting sober for a weekend
But holy shit forever's a long time
Maybe I should keep going to meetings
But my best thinking can't think of a reason why

I always get so lonely in the evenings
It doesn't matter who is by my side
I've got the girl I've got my job I've got some secrets
How is it I hardly feel alive?

I hate to think I got what I wanted and its not what I want
How am I supposed to be honest? It's not my fault!
Hallucinate snakes in the garden
I wanna start again
I want a redo

Maybe I'm too old to be so ruthless
I'd still sell my soul if it helped the music
But when I try and write I get confused
Its so useless

Well maybe I will and maybe I won't
He's so chill he's so punk
I miss drugs but they're no fun
He's just scared he's got no guts
Feels like everything's gone and everything's fucked
I missed my chance the parties done
I mean I made my choice I had my fun
Now everything's sucks cause everything's dull

I know a tall can will make me happy
I know I can get one at the store
I know I can drink it on the sidewalk
I know I will always want one more

I hate to think I got what I wanted and its not what I want
How am I supposed to be honest? It's not my fault!
Hallucinate snakes in the garden
I wanna start again
I want a redo

Maybe I'm too old to be so ruthless
I'd still sell my soul if it helped the music
But when I try and write I get confused
Its so useless

In my head I'm black and blue cause
The more I change the less things do
It doesn't matter what I choose
It's so useless
It's so useless
It's so useless



Credits
Writer(s): Elihu Jones
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