Dope Shades

She kept roses by the door
In a house I can't breath in no more
Old broken stove and a shattered coffee cup
That note I just straight up forgot

I've been getting stable
You've been paying rent
Don't think we're able to come back from this

They finally shut all the lights off
And I've been off my meds for nearly a month

It's so cold
Burning books again to try and stay warm
And chasing ghosts
As the walls cave in

And I've been waiting
Oh, so many nights
Just to wake with my head on my phone
And I've been thinking
Something isn't right
Waking up in this house all alone

This ain't a nightmare this was a fight
The one that shattered all you know
And I've been praying I got it right
Cause I'm the worst at letting go

It's so cold
Digging through dusty boxes and tattered photos
And taking note
Of all the things I never knew

And I've been waiting
Oh, so many nights
Just to wake with my head on my phone
And I've been thinking
Something isn't right
Waking up in this house all alone

This ain't a nightmare this was a fight
The one that shattered all you know
And I've been praying I got it right
Cause I'm the worst at letting go

And I've been waiting
Oh, so many nights
Just to wake with my head on my phone
And I've been thinking
Something isn't right
Waking up in this house all alone

This ain't a nightmare this was a fight
The one that shattered all you know
And I've been praying I got it right
Cause I'm the worst at letting go

Cause I've been waiting
Oh, so many nights
Just to wake with my head on my phone
And I've been thinking
Something isn't right
Waking up in this house all alone