ANXIOUS! V2

Yea, Ay
Overthinking all my fears, Needing you but your not here (Your not here)
Better if I disappear, The signs I get aren't clear
Problems that no one knows, Should I even keep you close
I hate being on my phone, Keep seeing all these posts
Cant talk so left on read, Always something that I said
I always be inside my head, Suicide gonna leave me dead (Leave me dead)
Shit you do that's dangerous, Was it the drugs he be lacing
In my head thoughts are racing, Deep inside I'm always anxious

It's my fault and my mistake, I just start fading away
Don't know why I chose to stay, Same shit just different days (Different Days)
But my head starts to ache, All the thoughts drown my brain
Slowly dying in the rain, Causing me internal pain (Internal Pain)
Energy's like a power cord, Try again I won't get torn (Ay)
Yea I thought that before, But no Risk there's no reward
Fuck my luck and the chance, I'm stuck inside her trance
What you doing counting bands, You rather me hold your hand
Was it even meant to be, Everything you blaming me
Makes me blind I can't see, Thoughts got me going crazy
Tried to leave it in my past, Still had the knife in my back (In my back)
My heart just turned to black, Just go block me on your snap

Overthinking all my fears, Needing you but your not here
Better if I disappear, The signs I get aren't clear (Yea)
Problems that no one knows, Should I even keep you close
I hate being on my phone, Keep seeing all these posts (Ay)
Cant talk so left on read, Always something that I said
I always be inside my head, Suicide gonna leave me dead (Nah Nah Nah Nah)
Shit you do that's dangerous, Was it the drugs he be lacing
In my head thoughts are racing, Deep inside I'm always anxious

I'm the worst hands down, Always in the background
Imma fucking lash out, Always getting passed round
Something that you wanna say, I deal with it every day
Me n him are not the same, With you I don't wanna stay (I don't wanna stay)
He keeps on popping pills, Feels like he gonna kill
Eerie silence and the chills, Different ways that I feel (I feel)
Complicated answer but just a dry text, I don't trust like I should I'm scared of this
Betrayal is all I know, sick of waiting for these hoes (Stupid Hoes)
They all wanna take it slow, Then pull up to the studio
Shit don't even make sense, could never replace them
They all ten out of ten, But they stuck in my head

Overthinking all my fears, Needing you but your not here
Better if I disappear, The signs I get aren't clear (Yea)
Problems that no one knows, Should I even keep you close
I hate being on my phone, Keep seeing all these posts (Ay)
Cant talk so left on read, Always something that I said
I always be inside my head, Suicide gonna leave me dead (Ay)
Shit you do that's dangerous, Was it the drugs he be lacing
In my head thoughts are racing, Deep inside I'm always anxious (Ay Ay Ay)

Yea