Love, Your Biggest Fan

I can hear the sirens echo in my head
Trying to remember the last thing that you said
A disaster that leaves me feeling so alone
The life we created now is a black hole

I'm wasting every breath trying to understand why you had to go
Was I not enough for you to not follow through so you let go
I'm picking up the pieces of what you left behind
Trying to rearrange them like a puzzle in my mind
Silence is torture and you're not a man
You left without a warning and ruined all our plans
Love Your Biggest Fan

It's been months now and I wonder who you'd be
Would you still love the smell of coffee in our old SUV
I can't explain this feeling that I get
When I recall the weather and the letter that you left

I'm wasting every breath trying to understand why you had to go
Was I not enough for you to not follow through so you let go
I'm picking up the pieces of what you left behind
Trying to rearrange them like a puzzle in my mind
Silence is torture and you're not a man
You left without a warning and ruined all our plans
Love Your Biggest Fan
Love Your Biggest Fan

I keep filling boxes in my life
That you've now left empty
Did you even try?
For a moment I hate you and then I understand that I couldn't save you from the voices in your head

I'm wasting every breath trying to understand why you had to go
Was I not enough for you to not follow through so you let us go
I'm picking up the pieces of what you left behind
Trying to rearrange them like a puzzle in my mind
Silence is torture and you're not a man
You left without a warning and ruined all our plans
Love Your Biggest Fan
I'm still your biggest fan
I'm still your biggest fan