Honesty

I waited too long for a text back, so guess what
This is what I get for messing up, I'm checking up
Back where I started in the first place, want you in the worst way
Hate to say it's only me instead of us
Pulling all the stops and the heart strings
You know what I want most, I was in a real bad place when I met you
Never would've left you I don't have feelings for anybody except you
Let's move closer to agreement
You're holding on to something that your ex gave
This is a chess game and I'm in checkmate
If I don't say the right words to impress you
Probably tell you something cliche like you're so special
But you're so extra and I'm so exceptional
I'm a professional at righting my wrongs
I'm riding along
I'm right on the line
Balancing I was never right and I was right all along
I feel like I've been

Standing on the ledge and I'm losing my mind, losing my mind
I took all the steps to get you out of my life, out of my life
I just want a moment of silence
I just hope I come out alive
I just want a moment of silence
Wake up in a sweat in the middle of the night

I'm drifting further from middle ground
My intuition fails to compute, so I put it on mute
My guilty conscience fills me with nonsense
It ruined my confidence now I'm working overtime to accomplish what was guaranteed to me at one point
My mood feels like it's determined by a flip of a coin
If I took it all out on you, I'm sorry
Cupid never was a marksman
Far from a perfect impersonation of someone you deserve
The information I'm working with is difficult to learn
It's a pill I gotta swallow that'll give me the cure
Cursing a past I can't change
Regretting my past ways
Amazed at what you could've done without me but you chose me over your own self
Reality sets in when I stare at my reflection
The nightmare I perfected

I've been standing on the ledge and I'm losing my mind, losing my mind
I took all the steps to get you out of my life, out of my life
I just want a moment of silence
I just hope I come out alive
I just want a moment of silence
Wake up in a sweat in the middle of the night



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Writer(s): Cameron Marshall
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