Peanut M&M's

My dark night of the soul
Has become my only friend
We braid each other's hair
While eating Peanut M&M's
And we're just watching some movies
Trying to pretend everything's okay
Don't tell mom or dad because
They'll think I lost my faith
Well that's okay
I'm still here
My dark night of the soul
Sings me gently now to sleep
It doesn't even let me pray
The lord my soul to keep
But I'll wake up in the morning
Ready to put on another show
And I'll put to rest my questions
Like when we die where do we really go
I don't know but I'm still here
And I'm scared to death to tell you
That I already know
And we've tried to keep this safe
Tucked inside a dome of false realities
Of plays and make belief
Everything's okay and I don't know
What else to say except I'm here
I'm still here
If I let this die did it mean anything at all
Is this my road Damascus
Did I finally get my call
It seems we're all believers but
No one really can agree
If we talk to the same god
But god tells us all different things
Okay well I'm still here
And I'm scared to death to tell you
That I already know
And we've tried to keep this safe
Tucked inside a dome of false realities
Of plays and make belief
Everything's okay and I don't know
What else to say except I'm here
I'm still here