The Light

I think I already had the best years of my life
Cause all I've done is run and lie for my life
Cause all I've done is try to make sense of it
Cause all I've done is cry and run from it
Cause all I've done is lie and defend myself
Why can't I be man and admit I need the help?
Why can't I just try enough to change, but I love myself?
Why can't I just push myself to do it for sake of peace?
Why can't I just do it for the sake of being me?
At Ieast I know I've tried to, not as much as I decide to
Trusting is a virtue, but not something I'd advise to do
Never reach the climax, feels like I'm approaching
Dealing with my problems, never listen, only talking
At this point, I really am a dead man walking
God brought me back to life and I can see the light
My battles have been hard, but it aint just me to fight

If you can't forgive me, I understand, it's alright
If you want to leave me, please believe me, it'd be fine
But I hope you find happiness in knowing you ain't mine
It'd be harder asking why you would, or begging you to stay
But I think you really lost me, why I might just walk away
And that's why I've been coping, making choices, maybe hoping

All the pain
Marinate, all the anger
Felt the heat, I really suffered
I kept it deep, undercover
Blaming me, I admit it
Did you do it? Yeah I did it
How you moving? Still the same
Are you the same? I think I changed
How you doing? I think the same
How's the music? They know my name



Credits
Writer(s): Mwine Muganzi Mugume
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