This Heart Hold Weight

Pussy nigga go get ya heart up I ain't scared to love
Tryna seal chinks in ya armor I'll embarrass ya
Couldn't breathe till I saw I was buried under my barrier
Walking dead inside trying not to wake the Paul bearer up
Couldn't see myself cause my ego fogged all my mirror up
I tried to tank pain cause no one taught me to parry bruh
My own mind against me my history in hysteria
I've had my own demons so I can never dare to judge
Especially with the tranquility of my area
Away from Where k nines rip u apart like terriers
Fared in drugs friends worried I'll be lifted by pairs of doves
Never stepped on toes my brothers ain't ever share my blood
Our relations based in only our love and character
Insecurities running deep I couldn't bare to jump
Was only fly cause what's on my feet like the sub mariner
The thought of how foo niggas viewed me would just ensare my lungs
So really this shit isn't a new me I just don't care to run
No longer scared to show my smile lift ya cameras up
Nigga ima stand my ground cause I ain't scared to love

Tried to fight the love but that's jujitsu vs quicksand
I'm trying fix my wavelength when I tell u yo let's get bands
I can't let shit slide like niggas talking on yo dead mans
Mama hope I'm her angel rock this halo like a headband
I'm tryna make a story with shorty like when that lead lands
Have her open some of her heart to me like when lead lands
Shoulder pain till you cold to me u see I'm melanated deep
I know you don't mean the mean shit that u say to me
Cause your eyes soften the second that you start facing me
E sport mindset this is more than a game to me
So if I'll bob and weave bullshit on a way to repair ya trust
Cause even if u are know that I ain't scared to love



Credits
Writer(s): Trasaun Parker
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