Book Smart

Music turned me into who I am today
At the same time I would throw it all away
I don't feel good, but I can't explain
Is it worth it? It's hard to say
Is it worth it? If my heart it breaks

I'm not perfect I'm far away
Sometimes I wish I could start again
When I see people that's half my age
I guess that it's part of the game
I don't know it's hard to say

I'm nearly 30 shit
Maybe I should quit
Maybe I should not do this (why?)
I feel embarrassed when I meet new people
They ask what my job is and I say that I spit
I don't know why
It's just what it is
I don't know why but it's just what I think

B said is this your car when I met him
And it made me feel good just for a second

'Cause I gotta make p
My best friend Robbed me, I still blame me
It's the only way that I know how to see
I hope that he ends up pain free
I do get why, I get why you did it
I think I just did wish that you didn't

It's just another lyric
It's just another lyric for the minute

And I wonder if you ever wonder too
I'm under pressure
Are you under too?
Where are my heads at?

Can't see you anymore
You get that
What I gotta do for you is let go
What I gotta do for me is step back

I paint the wall in my bedroom green
'Cause it's late and I still can't sleep
Go station café for the grease
And tell Mr I don't wanna have beans

Grown up now I don't wanna have beef
But last summer about 3.15
Shoreham Tesco the one near me
Had fruit and all of the veg squashed clean

Everything happens for another reason
Happy New Year and season's greetings
Didn't go out but for another reason
And no trophy for another season

Got a trophy wife at home sleeping
Headline show and saw Mr Steven's
Not book smart had smarter feelings
More success than all of the teachers

And I wonder if you ever wonder too
I'm under pressure
Are you under too?
Where are my heads at?

Can't see you anymore
You get that
What I gotta do for you is let go
What I gotta do for me is step back