Stream of Consciousness

This whole thing has been so scary and hard for me
I've been drowning in all my thoughts and all my feelings
I don't know if yours have changed but mine have stayed the same
I've never felt so connected but now it's slipping away and

I know this all just sounds pathetic and crazy
But I can't leave it unsaid I'm sorry for anything I did
To make you feel hurt or even doubt in me
I've spent the last week thinking and I know that it's selfish
To dump all of this right on you like this but I can't help it
I know it's weighing harder I just need you to know that
I wanna be with you we were so happy together
I don't understand don't wanna lose you forever

And it feels so good to get that off of my chest and
I hope you're not upset but if you are I understand
You're not a bad partner you've never disappointed or
Never made me feel like we're not worth fighting a war for
You're just so amazing and I wanna be yours
Wanna be the one to make you feel secure
Because you do that for me
Baby, you do that for me
I'm not sorry
I love you so passionately
I feel so deeply for you
I would trade all safety for you
I know the risks of confessing this
I'd rather feel the pain than complete numbness
I just wanna know if you feel this way too
I'm missing half of me when I am not with you
I've begun to see you in the dreams that I work towards
But I don't need to 'chieve them long as we keep pushing forward

I know this all just sounds pathetic and crazy
But I can't leave it unsaid I'm sorry for anything I did
To make you feel hurt or even doubt in me
I've spent the last week thinking and I know that it's selfish
To dump all of this right on you like this but I can't help it
I know it's weighing harder I just need you to know that
I wanna be with you we were so happy together
I don't understand don't wanna lose you forever



Credits
Writer(s): Julio Cantu
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